deviating from the cause of holiday

we were supposed to be in sabtang! (friday, holiday in commemoration of ninoy's death)

but ryan didn't want to go and opted to join his class for a picnic at disvayangan... so we decided not to go to sabtang, instead we ended up surprising joy baldomar at her house in itbud.

it was fun and fulfilling. we brought with us a dressed chicken to cook, but when we arrived we hit the sea at once to gather 'abung' for lunch. there were four of us, waldo, ara, leila and me plus joy. lei and waldo were first timers, didn't really know how to find those rich in iodine 'abung', (smaller versions of tahong)

the place owns a magnificent view... (pictures to follow)

we got back to joy's house after an hour and started cooking. lunch was delicious and everyone was so ganado... i cooked spaghetti for snack and we ate it all, superb deal! im good haha.

we drank matador and got home at around 9pm..

we're sorry ninoy for not even thinking of you when we were given this holiday, but we love you though for being a dignified hero, husband and a father... chenez!

but as i try to cheer up...

do i really deserve losing 4000 bucks?

that was from my first salary and i was about to deposit it in my landbank account to add to my savings. im planning to buy my own laptop by december. but i guess it wont happen now. maybe faith is against me buying my own laptop. i hate life.

i was so trusting that i left my belongings on my table which is unfortunately located just beside the door so that everyone who passes will have a chance to see me. maybe the saying is true that people are only honest because they dont have the chance to steal... and i gave that theft a chance by trustingly displaying my belongings.. damn it. that money could've gone a long way. kung kelan naman talaga i have the chance to help my family saka pa nawala. i was starting to help, natikman naman nila kahit papano but the one that was supposed to stay with me na e nawala.

its sad.. and so damn frustrating! 1thou na lang talaga natira, i left that at home because i set it aside as my allowance for the rest of the month.

the question now is... tataba pa ba ko nitong konti na lang ang pang merienda?