Friday, September 4, 2020

Learning and letting go

In a magical turn of things, I am lucky I get to hear your voice three to four times a week (well hopefully without you knowing it). It helps with the coping process of moving on and looking forward and enjoying what is actually in front of you. 


Today talks about how the past deserves appreciation but we should also learn to be actually living in the moment and getting the most of our actual (physical) present. I must admit, this is you letting go, in my ear. It cuts something deep in me. There is a rejection indirectly pointed out. But you’re right, we cannot be too attached with our past or we will find it hard to celebrate the present. 


I just want to put it out there that the past will always have a Priceless value to me although that is all that it is going to be. I will carefully choose to feel every  aspect of this ‘creative suffering’.


Borrowing your own words “flight over fight”... I will let you be happy with your flight so I may (hopefully) in mine.


I pray for better, bearable days. 


(Present state: learning to let go)