Twisted Realities of the Present

Ever felt like being in the height of your own feelings and emotions, 

you feel like you are the  Center of all energy

and all that gravity is pulling you away from what you wholeheartledly decided to Love and protect

so you crash your Angel wings

crumple the halo

push out your devil horns

and set all your bodily thorns

ready to strike at every blaze of fire thrown

Well... I think I had, in the past

When I was younger 

Good thing I now know better

And it’s disorienting to see someone Go through something like that

I see her in the mindset of thinking that what she’s doing is right

That her family does not deserve any apology from her end

That she is better off being with this someone she just met than going home to her own family 

Its infuriating to think of the Selfishness behind these actions

Oh I just hope she’ll come around soon on her own realization

I hope pride Will not take its toll...

Parents do not deserve going through their grown up child’s foolish childish selfish decisions 

Im never the person good at meddling with other’s stuff even if I find it Wrong... anyway I don’t think it will do any good even if I push myself to, 

It is clearly not gonna work 
Given Her present twisted reality.

Dawa... Avek dana 😊

(Mindset : pissed at someone’s immaturity then I thought hey, I was once that person)

My 2020 Hole

It’s the first day of work for 2020 and boo, Cindy is not around anymore to add to the office craziness...

Cindy was with me when tourism opened its first official office, now we are in our third and best location yet... but somehow along the way she might have felt exhausted that she resigned to take care of their little cutie bundle, Winter Amian ❤️

Her last day at the Office (December 27, 2019)

I envy her at some point because she had the courage to leave even if her finances afterwards are uncertain. 

I envy her for now having her full time taking care of her daughter 

I envy her for she won’t get stressed with the daily havoc of having to deal with clients

But more than that 

I love her for the energy she gave wholeheartedly to the office

I love her for deciding to take the road less travelled

I love her for what she wants herself and her family to be

Thank you Cindy... 

I am missing you a lot... we all do.

I pray for your happiness and of Jhai and Winter.

There is no goodbye for us... 

Not seeing you five days a week surely made a hole in our hearts but knowing that you are happy lessens the gloomy feeling.

So we will see you around...

Make up for this hole you made...

right pretty? ❤️😊